I am content with my life. After talking with a very dear friend about staying at home, of which she shared and shed some very good light, I have peace with Leon and my decision.
After some very difficult weeks, we are FINALLY seeing some light at the end of this tunnel.
Here are some things that have been going on at our house with our family in the past week.
We have watched this movie umpteen times. The little ones giggle all throughout the movie. When it is over they ask me to play it again. They are playing as the movie is on. We catch ourselves walking around the house saying, " I do not say, "bleh bleh, bleh,bleh, bleh". Laughter immediately breaks out. On our way to school one day this week. Little man said the light was too bright in his eyes. I said something, he replied he was a bat. Of course I cracked up.
Bundled up after the kids in bed to go see this Meteor shower. Freezing cold. Didn't see like picture above, but did see stars twinkling very differently. Even convinced Leon to bundle up and come out and look. He came for a little while said he was going inside. I said " I am going to wait a little longer." He said," The moon was too bright." I was mad at the moon.
I started writing in this book. This is a book I was given to record all of my thoughts about my brother who recently passed away. It has only been three months and yet it feels like forever that he has been gone. I don't want to forget the things about him that I love, so I am writing them in this book. It is like a journal.
It has been a full week. I am cherishing all the moments. Life is short. The days seem to go by so quickly.
We love that movie at our house, too. I cracked up at "bleh, bleh, bleh". Silly. I had no idea it was a meteor shower. My daddy used to make us pile blankets outside and lay there and watch them as late as we wanted. Great memories.
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